It is finally getting to that point that I can not deal with these voices in my head, I fear there is only one way to stop them and I feel as if that is the easy way out
in my head I know I have problems but I can not admit that to the world, everyone would say I was crazy if they knew the voices in my head were telling me what you were doing and what to look for, I guess this will stay my little secret
Death seems to be the easy way out
i hate the fact i love you so much, i just want to let go because i am so sick of your god damn mind games.
You are killing me with what you think is a normal way of talking to friends when it is actually flirting to the point where any sane girl would dump you.
Fuck this
it is nice that no one has noticed me falling apart
I despise the way you make me feel.
I never realised i could hate someone i love.
I can’t stand your double standards and how you think you can get away with whatever the fuck you want.
it is at times like these that i wish i could just talk to you
i am at that point in my life where i don’t have a care for anyone in this world, not even myself